No matter how hard you try, you cannot tell the same lie to yourself as what you used to tell others.
Every night you will still find yourself taking off the mask you used to wear in front of your family, relatives, friends, and even acquaintances.
Every night you will still go back to one of the corners of your room, embracing the darkness inside you, overthinking things that matter less, and letting yourself be troubled with pain, again.
Every night you will still let your pleas scream in silence, let your eyes shed tears, let your lips tremble, and let your ears listen to the chaos inside your head.
But you can fight the monsters inside you even if you think it is hard, it is impossible, it is tormenting, and it is tiring. And no matter what happens please, do not lose this fight. It will be hard for someone to be there and help you. It is only you who can save yourself because it’s a battle against you and your innerself.